AbductedSanity

I used to stand at your side, and hold your hand when you would cry. I said i loved you before we said good night. I used to cry for you, when you were upset. I used to fall for you every single day. Now someone else has filled my spot. Someone else to hold your hand, someone else to be your man. I knew this day would come, and it would be grey. But I didnt think it would hurt like it has this way. My heart beats slowly as you broke it again. Thinking of his hand in yours is what my heart cant stand. Thinking of him stand where I was to stand. Take you to the dancefloor where we used to dance. Make you feel beautiful with every damn glance. T

And as I sit in my room. All I do is think of you. And all the times I hate to lose . Now the pain seems so real. All the cuts I can feel. They scratch and tear my heart as I wish that you were here. I call out your name but you cant hear. Live in my darkness with so much fear. The fear that i wont hear you call my name. To comfort me when I feel sad and full of blame. I wont forget this regret. Knowing my last words to you were what meant the most. Living with the memories of the last days you had. Seeing the frame you once had decay. Watching as you went from cheerful and vibrant, to faded and jaded. Holding the tears in my eyes, to spare

Fears You look out, expecting the breeze But, instead you see darkness and you freeze The chill, the shaking It consumes you, and your breaking Every step, every breath is painstaking Every thought, Every day fear is overtaking Try to run, try to hide but still it consumes you inside Tears fall down the cheek, every time grow weak You wish for one thing, only one thing on your mind Someone to save you, care for you because you were left behind Love was the only thing you sought Because you were left there to rot Sit in the cold, sit in the dark Left alone with nothing but your thoughts Every passing moment distraught Nothing but empt

Dear love, Wake up and see that you are not the girl you think you are destined to be. Open your beautiful eyes and see. That the life you live is a precious thing. Words that are flown, they hurt and they burn. But the strength that you earn is beyond words. You may not think your tough, you may not thing your strong. You may think at times your not good enough. That's  all in the mind, that's why I'm here to show you it heals over time. Your wondrous, amazing and beautiful. No one shall say different. Your scars are what make you who you are, wear them with pride. Never be afraid, don't hold things inside. Come to the ones you know are rea

I still see you in my dreams, your the distant shadow in my nightmares. Happy meomories turned into painful reminders. Memories as sharp as glass, cutting me as I i think back to them. They cut deep, opening the wounds so tightly wound before. Memories that once were great, now  make my mind insane. Things i only brought upon myself. Things that i could avoid. Things i messed up and now live with the pain. The thought of you not in my arms, is as painful as a blade that harms. The thought of you with someone else may be the end of me. All these things on my mind day in and day out. But no one to blame but this coward. The man staring back i

I want to dance I want to fly Take the hand of the grim reaper and I Shall die Touch the Scythe that's gleaming in the white moonlight Take flight, take flight, take flight, Bright light, Bright light, Bright light Tonight, tonight, tonight Spin me, dip me, dance with my my love Grim oh grim It's you my love Grim oh grim Take me, Shake me Give me your kiss of death Take my pills Make me ill Give me the noose My muscles get loose Swallow Cyanide I will not run and hide Grim oh grim Take my hand My hourglass is out of time I took his hand I touched the scythe He has made me immortal I danced with him, my grim, the reaper, I fell in love

Do you miss me? Cause i miss you Do you still think about me? cause i think about you Do the memories still come to mind when you hear our song on the radio? Cause I do Do you still love me? Cause i still love you Do you care anymore? cause i still do Do any of these things ever come to your mind, am i still in your heart or have i left entirely? Am i just a distant memory, a ghost left on your mind? A hallowed soul that you once called your own. Do i just fade like a puff of smoke drifted off by the wind? Do i mean anything to you anymore...or have i just gone away from you. Does the thought of me make you feel bad, like yours does to me. D

There used to be a man, happy and always smiled. Till heartbreak set in and he never recovered. He used to stare at pictures, he used to read the letters. He used to laugh and smile and what he read and saw, now he just looks at barrels of 45's and razors and all. He will never be the same, and he knows it. But he hides it as best he can and doesnt show it. He dosent want the pity he doesnt want the sorrow. He just wants happiness even if its just to borrow. For a minute or even a day, he just wants to know what its like for the pain to go away. A pain that forever grows, a pain that he does not want to know. A pain that consumes you and eats

You see love’s a funny thing the way it lingers in the mind No matter what you do or the passing of time That ember still glows for those lovers behind No matter if it’s well remembered That light still shines Good times take precedent over every incident No matter how poorly spent So we put on these ridiculous fronts Like we were just fooling around Our love was only childish fun Yet we know different That it meant something to us And that piece still lingers in each one that we’ve loved So we pick up the pieces Try and make a half a whole But in the back of our minds There’s quite a different story to be told That Lo