Red For The Cancer

And as I sit in my room. All I do is think of you. And all the times I hate to lose . Now the pain seems so real. All the cuts I can feel. They scratch and tear my heart as I wish that you were here. I call out your name but you cant hear. Live in my darkness with so much fear. The fear that i wont hear you call my name. To comfort me when I feel sad and full of blame.
I wont forget this regret. Knowing my last words to you were what meant the most. Living with the memories of the last days you had. Seeing the frame you once had decay. Watching as you went from cheerful and vibrant, to faded and jaded. Holding the tears in my eyes, to spare the pain you got from it inside. Going at home at night, to stay up and cry. Walk through the day, hiding the pain away. Staying strong for you. Knowing the day will come where you will be gone, and I will be lost.
You were my rock, your my soul. You were everyhing that I used to know. The day you left you took me with you. I stand, but I stand a broken man. You were the one to hold me together. You were the one to hold me and tell me it will get better. You were the one I could spend forver. Till the cancer took you away from me, and there was no way to change the dark weather. The dark cloud that flows over my head. Filling me with the sadness knowing I'll never see you again.